2009 life brought me a whole lot of love and light.
And in 2010 life is bringing me a whole lot of changes!
I have always been a fan of change, I love living my life according to what makes me most happy, and sometimes that requires being open to the endless possibilities and existences we create for ourselves.
With that said, one of the big changes I am hoping for I am unable to control. I have applied to school, and although I would be content to take another year off to work and just be, I do miss university ever so much, and I would be just thrilled to receive an acceptance letter in the mail.
So, every day I check my mailbox for that one letter…that one letter that could change my whole life path. I usually avoid my mailbox like I would the death plague.
Bills lead to money worries. Money worries lead to depressed Gill. Depressed Gill leads to feeling sorry for myself Gill. And feeling sorry for myself Gill is just plain pathetic, and not who I am!
And then there is junk mail. Wasted paper. Sad earth. Angry Gill.
Mail typically only leads to a path of destruction for me.
But not anymore…now mail equates excitement, anticipation and nausea. Please mister postman…deliver that mail for me!
xo
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